Wednesday, June 25, 2014

A Broken Heart

I'm not quite ready to talk specifics of my broken heart...

You should know it involves a man I love very much. We talked about our future, our wedding, our babies... we looked at rings. I gave him everything I had and then he broke me. I still love him. I will probably ache for a very long time.

What I've learned more than anything from this experience is how many people I have surrounding me who love me. What an amazing blessing. 

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do...


1 comment:

Katie Elizabeth Hawkes said...

Oh girl this just sinks my heart in my chest for you. I hate the ache of a breakup. Emotional, physical, otherwise, and being at the beginning not knowing how long it's going to hurt. I wont' say anything silly like "chin up" or "you'll get through this" so I'll just say that I love you and you can chat me any ol' time you want to word-vomit!