Monday, March 12, 2012

As Long as You're Mine

I have such a difficult time living in the moment, breathing in events as they happen. This weekend I had a great date. I'm not going to lie, it's been way too long since I've experienced that.

Honestly, nothing may come of this date. And that's fine I guess. But I did such a good job of living in the moment, experiencing my emotions as they came... and for that I'm proud of myself.

And, of course, a song kept coming to mind afterward. "As Long as You're Mine" from Wicked sort of explains exactly how I'm feeling.

Kiss me too fiercely,

Hold me too tight,
I need help believing,
You're with me tonight,
My wildest dreamings,
Could not foresee,
Lying beside you,
With you wanting me

And just for this moment,
As long as you're mine.
I've lost all resistance,
And crossed the border line,
And if it turns out,
It's over too fast.
I'll make every last moment last,
As long as you're mine.

Maybe I'm brainless,
Maybe I'm wise,
But you've got me seeing,
Through different eyes.
Somehow I've fallen under your spell,
And somehow I'm feeling,
It's up that I fell.

Every moment as long as you're mine,
I'll wake up my body,
And make up for lost time,
Say there's no future,
For us as a pair,
And though I may know,
I don't care

Just for this moment,
As long as you're mine,
Come be how you want to,
And see how bright we shine,
Borrow the moonlight,
Until it is through,
And know I'll be here,
Holding you.
As long as you're mine...

It terrifies me to put my heart out there and live on the edge. And I keep doing it. You know why? Because one of these times it will be for forever.


1 comment:

aleisha said...

wow, i really loved this post. and i completely agree with what you said at the end. it's so hard to allow yourself to be vulnerable in relationships..yet somehow we have to keep believing that it will be worth it.