I think it's a quarter-life crisis/early 20's kind of a thing. There is a world of opportunity open to me... and it scares me. I don't know exactly which path to take or where to go. No matter what I choose there will be consequences.
Dreams fill me up like fireflies in a mason jar. They consume me and bounce about with no rhyme or reason. Sometimes I want to move to a different country and pursue a career I've always dreamt of. Other times I feel more logical. I tell myself to stay near family and continue on this worthwhile path I'm on.
Or maybe another dream will come and distract me on my way to another. Whatever I do, I pray that Heavenly Father will guide me.
Do you ever feel like this too?