Don't be sad, get glad

Reasons why I'm emo:

• I gained weight. And I can feel it.
• My bangs make my face look fat. And young.
• The waitress thought I was in high school.
• Sometimes things hit me late. My recent male drama is hitting me all of a sudden. I struggle every day not to e-mail him.
• Both of my car windows are still broken. I am waiting to get paid to buy the parts. My car is falling apart.
• I feel stressed about $$
• I have three HUGE zits on my face and in the most awkward places. Death.
• I hate the doctor more than anything.
• People need to watch what they say.

Reasons why I shouldn't be emo:

• I saw the movie Catfish, and it was SO good (seriously, go see it).
• Becoming Jane is a good movie.
• My boss is the bomb dot com and so cool.
• Mental health day.
• Ellie gets sweeter and more well behaved every day. PLUS she has a Halloween sweater that says BOooo.
• The weather is getting cooler and I love love love Fall/Winter clothing.
• My friends are freakin amazing.
• I am working positively toward good goals.
• People care about me.
• I am very blessed.

Shinban was right. I need mood stabilizers.